This is the final year of my PhD... the famously dreaded write up year. I am certain there will be points when I wonder "Why did I do this?" "Can I do this?" "Will it all be okay?" I know I will get wrapped up in various bubbles of stress and panic.
Fact.... It's gonna be tough!
That being said, I am currently writing about the reflection of an academic event I attended in Italy. An event where I learnt all sorts of things about statistics, data visualisations and problems of privacy in big data among other things. An event which led me to meet all sorts of fascinating people at various points in their career researching a range of things from road safety to spread of disease. An event which allowed me to see Ancona, a city founded by Greek settlers and today one of the main ports on the Adriatic Sea with a colleague and close friend. An event where I had the opportunity to present my work and get feedback from knowledgeable experts allowing me to improve my work. How wonderful right?!
This is just one of the many things which had happened to me because I became a PhD candidate. My approach to getting through this year is to pop my stressful bubbles with gratitude. Before writing this Big Data reflection I wrote a list of things which I am grateful for through my PhD. Random items from this list are now scheduled to pop up at various points from now until my completion date, giving me some much needed perspective. No matter how stressful I find this year, it's a privileged stress to have and I intend to appreciate as much of it as possible. Here are just a few examples of things I am grateful for.
Coding - Early on in my PhD my supervisor encouraged me to take the time to make friends with Python. I couldn't have even considered the opportunities and doors this skill will open before I started.
Mathematics for Development Bridge - However nerdy and cheesy its sounds I love maths and I love helping people. This PhD has shown me that there is a place for both. I can be a part of work with real impact without giving up my love of mathematics.
People - Where to start with this one? The range of wonderful people I have met through this PhD is incredible! I've met inspiring people who are doing incredible work, like-minded people, people from totally different lives and fields to me and, people who have become lifelong friends.
These are just three of a long list, but there is so much more; seeing the world, personal growth and awareness among other things. For any fellow PhD students in their final year... we got this!